Wednesday, 10 May 2017

Lost my bunnies

I don't know what's more painful than losing your pet. Pets are like our own children. When we lose them, our world just falls apart. I had two bunnies by the name of puki and tuki. they were just 10 months old.



Yesterday, someone broke into my room and stole them. Oh my god, the pain is unbearable. And to lose both of them at once is unimaginable.

Since the wound is fresh and new, I hope it gets better. I was crying and put out so many fliers in the hope of finding them. But let's face it, in a country like ours, I really doubt I'll get them back. I'm not a pessimistic person, I'm just being a realistic one.


I hope wherever you are, you are well. I hope wherever you are, you are alive. Please God, do not let anyone hurt them. I don't know what I did to deserve such pain. I don't believe in God's grand plan but I do believe in karma. The person who hurt me this much can never succeed.
This is not a hateful blog post. I want to let everyone know, if you are in my position, it's okay to grieve. Grieve your heart out. It's normal, don't let anyone judge you for this. After all they became eternal part of our lives.


Their innocence, my guilt doesn't make a good combination. Some people might say, they were just bunnies, you can get a new one at the nearest pet shop. Would you consider the same if you lose your children? I doubt.
I just feel bad for my kids. They didn't know better. I wish I could've been a better mommy. The helplessness chokes me. But seriously, I hope time heals this. to puki and tuki , you were the best pets i ever had.


They were my first love. Those, furry balls, oh how I miss them. I can't sleep, I can't eat. Only one thing, I hope this gets better.
I kept all their photos and videos. I kept their memories. I will never forget you puki and tuki. I swear.
Anyway, if you are in my position, please remember that you are not alone. They are at peace. They loved you more than you could've ever loved them. Last but not the least, do consider getting a new pet. It will help you cope up with the pain. i hope nobody has to go through this situation.
Wish you all the best. Keep faith.
Take care.

2 comments:

  1. Oh dear. That really hurts. I can completely relate to your story and your pain as I also lost my 4 months old kitten in the same way.. They haven't left you.. They will always be there in your memories...

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    1. Yes dear, sometimes I just get sad.. But life has to move on... Thank you for your support

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